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Nov. 29th, 2020 05:24 pm
[personal profile] manincharge
Corrigan Molloy isn't usually the type to go out cruising. He doesn't need to, not in his line of work. No, not the official, above-the-table work he puts on resumes and business cards and LinkedIn and all that -- real estate, especially on the East Coast, is not a very reliable way to meet people. It's been lucrative, especially in the wake of several economic collapses, especially with his uncanny ability to predict the fluctuations in trends and capitalize on them. The long and short of it is that Corrigan doesn't have to worry about money, and hasn't had to for a long time.

Generally, due to the under-the-table side of his work, he doesn't have to worry about companionship either. It's been almost ten years since an acquaintance of his (Solstice, who would indignantly declare herself his "best friend", which is ludicrous) had partnered with him on the Hotel. An amorphous, vague name for what was now one of the most reputable sex work locations in the city. She'd handled the marketing, the licenses and the testing and the recruiting, he'd handled the location -- a newly-purchased six-story hotel, modest and unassuming on the outside, redone in lush aristocracy on the inside -- and the funding. It had paid off tenfold in the past decade, himself and Solly taking cuts of the earnings and insuring that the workers were protected, regularly tested and able to pick and choose clients. The world's oldest profession, in the digital era.

As the manager and owner of the Hotel, Corrigan wasn't necessarily needed to work -- he easily could've cloistered himself in his penthouse suite, maintaining his properties in Massachusetts or Vermont or overseas and never even acknowledged what was going on in the floors below. But every so often there was a potential client who reached out, via the discreet, hard-to-find website, or through word of mouth, who wanted something a little more...intense than the straightforward, vanilla experience. And, once Solstice had screened them vigorously to insure that no, they weren't wanting something akin to that godawful 50 shades of whatever book, Corrigan was occasionally inclined to step up, to shift into the Dom persona he'd lived almost full-time in when he was much younger, when kink in general -- much less between men -- was a rarity, hidden in secret clubs and private parties. Back in those days, he'd even had a series of fulltime submissives -- one of whom he was still Facebook friends with, actually -- though none had lasted more than a couple months.

You're so intense, Corry, had always been their ultimate, apologetic explanation for wanting to end the relationship. Not in a bad way, just...it's not what I'm looking for permanently. And of course, he'd always understood, knowing that his personality -- bossy, domineering, able to fill a room with his presence, but intensely focused, doting and attentive on whoever he was with -- could be a lot. Too much, maybe, for any one person. Maybe it was better to keep things sex-only.

And so: there he was, lingering outside a nightclub, pulsing with energy and neon and music, hands in his pockets, debating whether to go inside. None of his doubts showed on his face, though, long accustomed to hiding his emotions under a brooding, impassive mask. It was a gay club, which was technically not exactly what he was -- "pansexual, but male-leaning", Solstice had helpfully deemed him, which had gotten a baffled look as Corrigan thought immediately of cookware -- but it definitely fit what he was looking for. His last four customers, over the past six or so months, had all been women. That damn 50 Shades book was an insidious piece of shit.

Corrigan huffs out a thoughtful, grumbling sound, stepping around to the corner by the club and pulling out his cigarettes. He'd smoke a little, debate if he actually wanted to go inside and go through the song and dance (literally) of finding someone to go home with. Maybe he'd just give it up, pour himself inside a taxi and go home. Catch up on 90-Day Fiance or something.

Date: 2020-12-03 01:50 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Hitching breath)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
What if this is a bad idea?

The thought doesn't strike him until the stranger faces him head-on, approaches him with slow, even steps, gets right up in his face and pins him to the spot without a single touch. Kurt could very well be getting in over his head. He could be making the biggest mistake of his life talking to this man, this stranger, thoughtlessly propositioning him with little regard for his own safety and dignity. What if he regrets it in the morning? In a month, in a year? What if he starts feeling that he's been throwing himself around like he doesn't matter? What would that do to him?

But those niggling concerns are swiftly overshadowed by how surprisingly good it feels to be boxed in against the wall by the stranger's broad, imposing frame. Kurt draws a sharp breath, mouth suddenly dry, the hairs at the back of his neck standing up in response to the man's invasion of his space, the low rumble of his voice, the barely-there touch of his fingers to his scarf, so close to making contact with his body. Stormy eyes flick between the big hand hovering over his chest and the man's sculpted face, the dark eyes pinning him in place.

He doesn't make a move to leave, doesn't appear to be uncomfortable or frightened by the man's advances. For some reason even Kurt can't explain, he finds he wants the stranger even more now. Even if he really is getting in over his head. Even if this really is a bad idea.

"I can handle myself." A pink tongue peeks out to wet plush lips. "Think I can handle you just fine."

Date: 2020-12-03 09:57 pm (UTC)
makingculture: (Puppy eyes)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
The stranger gets exactly what he wanted. The big hand suddenly shooting up to cup his jaw makes Kurt startle, eyes widening with the initial surprise, shoulders bunching up as if to protect himself. Kurt Hummel is, if nothing else, used to holding his own against bigger, stronger men who always delighted in making him flinch.

But the surprise is soon smoothed over, that sharp intake of breath melting into a soft, shuddery exhale as the man's thumb caresses his lower lip, soft and pink and unconsciously yielding to touch. He doesn't know why, doesn't get it yet, but that vaguely possessive touch, that almost-predatory edge to his voice, rumbling low and deep in that broad chest, makes Kurt shiver with something. He doesn't know what it is, won't really understand for weeks and months after this, he just knows that he wants more of whatever this is. This feeling of being so small, being at this man's mercy as he threatens to make him change his mind.

Kurt can handle himself. He can handle this man. He's handled worse. Right? So why does he feel hot all over from such a simple touch already? Why is his stomach doing nauseous flips at the promise of taking on more than he can handle..?

"Ah... My name's Kurt." No last name. What do one-night stands need with those? There's a moment of hesitation before he continues. "What's yours?"

Date: 2020-12-04 12:51 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Deer)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
Kurt doesn't think he's ever felt this small before. The man's hand is so big against his neck, where his thumb runs over his fluttering pulse, then when it slips down the length of his body to rest at the curve of his back just above his hips. Kurt isn't a tiny man, he's tall, strong, built like a dancer, but this man - Corrigan - makes him feel so small in comparison to his frame, his touch.

He feels breakable. That should frighten him.

Instead, he lets that big hand guide him out of the alleyway, slotting in at Corrigan's muscled side, only shivering slightly. He tries not to let it show, his posture strong, his jaw held high, long pale fingers coming up to tuck a stray lock of hair away, like he's completely nonplussed by the way the man makes him feel. "You assume correctly," he says, the soft tremble in his high voice blamed on the cold, even though he feels hot to the touch all over. "Do you live far away?"

Date: 2020-12-04 01:19 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Explaining to you)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
He's right. Kurt doesn't bristle at the protective gesture from this complete stranger. Maybe he should. Although, maybe he's just imagining the way Corrigan angles his body to shield Kurt from the icy gusts rushing down damp New York streets. Yes, probably just imagining things. Corrigan must just be that much bigger than him.

Honestly, he's more perturbed by how he avoids answering his question for a while - but that too can be excused. Kurt is a private man too. Even if he wasn't currently bunking with his friend from high school, he wouldn't want to bring strangers home to his space either.

But the answer comes just as a sleek, expensive car pulls up in front of them, Corrigan holding the door open for him. It takes him a moment to compute, to take in every elegant curved line of the vehicle, the near-spotless reflective black of the body, the expensive leather interior and dimmed lighting, the driver hidden behind a tinted partition. Catching himself, his mouth slightly agape, Kurt for some reason defaults to doing a tiny little curtsey in thanks before slipping into the backseat of the car, cheeks flushed, his heart in his throat as he starts trying to digest what's happening. What he's getting himself into. "You, uh-- You always get around the city in private towncars?"

Date: 2020-12-04 02:23 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Come again)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
By the time Corrigan slips in to join him, Kurt is sitting primly and delicately in his seat, his hands on his pressed-together knees, a little unsure of himself as wide eyes take in the dark interior of the car. How are you really supposed to sit in a car like this anyway? What if his shoes scuff the leather of the seats, or the center console nestled close to the partition, far away from even Kurt's long legs, or the surely expensive carpet lining the vehicle? He has a good eye for thrifted bargains and expensive-looking fabrics and can sew a dress shirt in his sleep with a hand behind his back, but that's it. Kurt clearly doesn't come from this kind of money.

Corrigan's sprawled limbs and cavalier attitude indicates that he does, so does his casual answer to his question. And the champagne he pulls out from seemingly nowhere. Kurt has never been a car that has crystal flutes and bottles of chilled champagne handy. The ridiculousness of it all helps him relax a little, huffing out a shy laugh, nodding softly up at the older man.

"I'd love some, thank you," he softly accepts, shifting closer to Corrigan's body, so open and welcoming. There's still some hesitation - knowing the man is wealthy in addition to stunningly attractive, he's a little unsure of how to address him. Is Mr. Molloy too formal? Is Corrigan too friendly? Is sir too deferential? Kurt doesn't want to overstep or make a fool of himself. But he'll gladly accept some crisp champagne, hoping it will take some of that nervous edge off.

Date: 2020-12-04 03:10 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Tie)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
There's that hand to his neck again. That touch that gives him chills, gentle but somehow still dominating, making Kurt feel small against the cool touch of his palm. Then he's asked - no, not asked, absolutely not, he's told what to do, commanded, and something about that realization once it hits him makes Kurt flush hot from his hairline all the way down his spine.

"You do, do you?" is the initial mumbled reply, bristly but quiet, like he's not sure why his reaction to being commanded to speak like that isn't more... volatile. It should make him indignant and upset, not make his stomach swoop like that, not make him flush pink and hot like he's been doused in boiling water. No one gets to tell Kurt what to do.

... Except this man, apparently. Because he's not getting upset, not making a move to break out of Corrigan's hand holding him in place. He quickly glances sideways at the man, taking a slow sip of crisp, cold, perfectly dry champagne, letting it ground him before he tries giving an actual answer.

"I didn't... exactly have much of a plan, if I'm being honest," he says, licking a drop of champagne off his lips. "Usually when I go home with someone, we just take things as they come, figure things out on the spot as we do them." A pause, then, "Gets kind of boring, if I'm honest. Guess I just don't really know what to ask for...

What are you hoping for tonight, Corrigan?"

Date: 2020-12-05 01:20 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Puppy eyes)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
"Really?" Hearing Corrigan say that lights a fire in Kurt's gut as he sits there, slowly drinking champagne in the dark backseat of an expensive car, shivering softly against the thumb rubbing loose that spot of tension low on his neck. He had plans in mind for him? That's probably not true. That's probably just something Corrigan says to impress him, to make him think he's got more up his sleeve than money and a big dick and half an hour if he paces himself.

But despite himself, Kurt finds himself infuriatingly, excruciatingly curious. Now he has to know what the stranger means.

Corrigan shifts to look at him, and Kurt meets his eyes head-on, chin still held high - although there's a waver in his gaze now that wasn't there before. A softening, his ice front eased by Corrigan's big hand and coaxing touch rewarding his compliance and those dark, hungry eyes raking over every inch of his body like he wants to devour him right there. "I-I do," he finds himself saying without really thinking, melting under those eyes, his pulse fluttering in his throat, in his ears, louder than the thrum of the engine and the sound of his own voice when he agrees to the terms.

"I will, I--" Kurt swallows, feeling hot and tingly all over. It seems risky is absolutely what he's looking for. "I trust you will." Should I be?

Date: 2020-12-05 05:28 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Hitching breath)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
Those hands are back at his scarf, pulling the ends loose, before tugging on them, forcefully yanking the young man close, so close, a sharp gasp coming from him. That almost hurt. It doesn't make sense that Kurt would feel his pants getting tighter, that he'd feel like he was on fire all over with need, but that's all he can feel.

And the praise. The praise hits him in a part of his gut he absolutely wasn't expecting it to.

Kurt slips easily into Corrigan's lap, lead without hesitation by the scarf wound around the man's strong fist, Kurt's own hands hesitating before settling on his shoulders. He doesn't have the vocabulary for what's happening to him right now, doesn't know what a safeword is - although he can guess based just on the name, he shakes his head just to be safe - but he's starting to feel like he doesn't quite have the autonomy to help himself to Corrigan's body anymore.

Doesn't have permission yet. Kurt trembles, eyes wide with anticipation as he waits for Corrigan to explain, to fill in the gaps for him.

Date: 2020-12-05 06:32 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Angelic)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
Kurt feels almost sick with anticipation as he listens to Corrigan explain, laying out the rules that should have been obvious to him just from the name - safe word, to keep him safe, both of them safe, naturally. If Corrigan likes playing with dominance, with pain, expects Kurt to follow, to do as he says, having a code word makes perfect sense.

What doesn't make sense is just how easily Kurt slips into a state of deference, finding himself wanting to do as the man says. Usually it's Kurt who takes charge in the bedroom, bottoming only occasionally, and even then he's bossy about it, not one to be cowed by anyone. Not anymore. So why does this feel so good? So natural?

There's something about this man. How steely and strong he is, how he carries himself with an air of complete control, how he has such a chokehold on Kurt - as literal as metaphorical - and how safe that makes him feel, even in such a vulnerable position. He can feel his spine tingling as the scarf tightens around his neck, breath catching in his throat. He wants to feel more. "Yes," he gasps, nodding eagerly, fingers tightening in Corrigan's suit jacket. "Yes, I understand. I--"

What's a good safe word? Kurt doesn't know the protocol. Probably something he wouldn't otherwise say during sex, right? Nothing too long, too confusing, too hard to say... "Um... Would-- Would 'scarlet' work? Is that okay?"

Date: 2020-12-05 07:51 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Puppy eyes)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
Kurt blushes bright red - or scarlet, he supposes - when Corrigan teases him over his choice of safe word. He does like the finer things in life, of course, anyone with eyes in their heads can surmise as much. But this man thumbing his lip, leaning in to ghost his breath over his waiting mouth, has an almost preternatural way of getting under his skin.

He lets out a shuddering breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding when the car comes to a stop, and Corrigan eases him off his lap, denying him the surely intense kiss he so badly wanted. Yet more anticipation to rub his nerves raw.

The building isn't what he'd expected - although what he'd been expecting, he's not totally sure. Maybe something like the Ritz, luxurious exterior, gilded accents, carved decor, something distinguished and quintessentially wealthy New York. It certainly looks better than Kurt's Bushwick apartment building. But only slightly.

"This is where you live?" he asks softly, tone carefully neutral as he tucks his scarf back into his dress shirt, wanting to cover up as much as possible when potentially in view of anyone else but Corrigan.

Date: 2020-12-06 10:26 pm (UTC)
makingculture: (You heard me)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
Something about books and covers indeed.

Kurt's eyes are wide with wonder when they step into the warmth of the lobby, trying to take everything in without looking so much like the most lost virgin on planet Earth. It only takes one look at a breathtakingly attractive twenty-something draped over the arm of what looks like a local politician for Kurt to connect the dots that he currently finds himself in a brothel. It may look like the clean, tasteful lobby of a hotel, complete with the warm comfort of a seating area and a bar perfect for mingling off to the side, but every way to Sunday, this is a brothel.

"Y-Yeah, wow, no kiddin', huh?" Kurt doesn't sound upset, really, more stunned and surprised than anything else. Anything that could make Kurt sound that midwestern can't be all that bad, right? His jaw has gone a little slack as he looks around, returning the playfully flirty wave of a young woman with bright red curls sprawled out on the chaise longue by the fireplace, grinning at the sight of the two men who just came in the door. She looks like she would eat Kurt for breakfast if given the chance.

Leaning in a little closer to Corrigan, the absurdity of his situation completely wiping away the desperate submission of moments before, Kurt asks through the side of his mouth: "I don't mean to be a stick in the mud, but i-is this legal?"

Date: 2020-12-07 02:12 am (UTC)
makingculture: (Sucks to be you)
From: [personal profile] makingculture
Corrigan pulls him closer, holds him against his muscled side more firmly, with intention, reminding him with sudden clarity why they're here. It's enough for Kurt to snap back into reality, a delighted shiver running through him on the short walk to the elevator past even more attractive people and their clients. Not only is he going to sleep with an insanely attractive and intensely dominating man, he's going to sleep with the boss of an exclusive, seemingly expensive brothel. He owns the building, right? So it stands to reason he owns at least part of the business too.

Kurt wouldn't dare assert that Corrigan sleeps with his employees. That's inappropriate of him, he's not educated enough on sex work to comprehend the ethics of that. But there's a possibility that he could have any single one of these stunningly gorgeous people in his bed at any given time. And still, he wanted to bring Kurt home with him.

"Oh, n-no. No, I..." Kurt trails off, scanning his eyes over the room again as they wait for the elevator, nervous fingers playing with the hem of his scarf. "I mean, everyone looks really healthy and happy to be here." Some maybe a little too happy - that redhead keeps shooting piercing glances at the two of them before going back to texting someone really intensely, nails clacking against the phone screen, making Kurt feel like there's a joke here he's not in on. But while it does make him blush a little, he doesn't take offense.

When he looks back up at the man, he offers a little shrug. Kurt is definitely cool and not a lame narc. "I have no problem with friendly staff."

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