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Nov. 29th, 2020 05:24 pmCorrigan Molloy isn't usually the type to go out cruising. He doesn't need to, not in his line of work. No, not the official, above-the-table work he puts on resumes and business cards and LinkedIn and all that -- real estate, especially on the East Coast, is not a very reliable way to meet people. It's been lucrative, especially in the wake of several economic collapses, especially with his uncanny ability to predict the fluctuations in trends and capitalize on them. The long and short of it is that Corrigan doesn't have to worry about money, and hasn't had to for a long time.
Generally, due to the under-the-table side of his work, he doesn't have to worry about companionship either. It's been almost ten years since an acquaintance of his (Solstice, who would indignantly declare herself his "best friend", which is ludicrous) had partnered with him on the Hotel. An amorphous, vague name for what was now one of the most reputable sex work locations in the city. She'd handled the marketing, the licenses and the testing and the recruiting, he'd handled the location -- a newly-purchased six-story hotel, modest and unassuming on the outside, redone in lush aristocracy on the inside -- and the funding. It had paid off tenfold in the past decade, himself and Solly taking cuts of the earnings and insuring that the workers were protected, regularly tested and able to pick and choose clients. The world's oldest profession, in the digital era.
As the manager and owner of the Hotel, Corrigan wasn't necessarily needed to work -- he easily could've cloistered himself in his penthouse suite, maintaining his properties in Massachusetts or Vermont or overseas and never even acknowledged what was going on in the floors below. But every so often there was a potential client who reached out, via the discreet, hard-to-find website, or through word of mouth, who wanted something a little more...intense than the straightforward, vanilla experience. And, once Solstice had screened them vigorously to insure that no, they weren't wanting something akin to that godawful 50 shades of whatever book, Corrigan was occasionally inclined to step up, to shift into the Dom persona he'd lived almost full-time in when he was much younger, when kink in general -- much less between men -- was a rarity, hidden in secret clubs and private parties. Back in those days, he'd even had a series of fulltime submissives -- one of whom he was still Facebook friends with, actually -- though none had lasted more than a couple months.
You're so intense, Corry, had always been their ultimate, apologetic explanation for wanting to end the relationship. Not in a bad way, just...it's not what I'm looking for permanently. And of course, he'd always understood, knowing that his personality -- bossy, domineering, able to fill a room with his presence, but intensely focused, doting and attentive on whoever he was with -- could be a lot. Too much, maybe, for any one person. Maybe it was better to keep things sex-only.
And so: there he was, lingering outside a nightclub, pulsing with energy and neon and music, hands in his pockets, debating whether to go inside. None of his doubts showed on his face, though, long accustomed to hiding his emotions under a brooding, impassive mask. It was a gay club, which was technically not exactly what he was -- "pansexual, but male-leaning", Solstice had helpfully deemed him, which had gotten a baffled look as Corrigan thought immediately of cookware -- but it definitely fit what he was looking for. His last four customers, over the past six or so months, had all been women. That damn 50 Shades book was an insidious piece of shit.
Corrigan huffs out a thoughtful, grumbling sound, stepping around to the corner by the club and pulling out his cigarettes. He'd smoke a little, debate if he actually wanted to go inside and go through the song and dance (literally) of finding someone to go home with. Maybe he'd just give it up, pour himself inside a taxi and go home. Catch up on 90-Day Fiance or something.
Generally, due to the under-the-table side of his work, he doesn't have to worry about companionship either. It's been almost ten years since an acquaintance of his (Solstice, who would indignantly declare herself his "best friend", which is ludicrous) had partnered with him on the Hotel. An amorphous, vague name for what was now one of the most reputable sex work locations in the city. She'd handled the marketing, the licenses and the testing and the recruiting, he'd handled the location -- a newly-purchased six-story hotel, modest and unassuming on the outside, redone in lush aristocracy on the inside -- and the funding. It had paid off tenfold in the past decade, himself and Solly taking cuts of the earnings and insuring that the workers were protected, regularly tested and able to pick and choose clients. The world's oldest profession, in the digital era.
As the manager and owner of the Hotel, Corrigan wasn't necessarily needed to work -- he easily could've cloistered himself in his penthouse suite, maintaining his properties in Massachusetts or Vermont or overseas and never even acknowledged what was going on in the floors below. But every so often there was a potential client who reached out, via the discreet, hard-to-find website, or through word of mouth, who wanted something a little more...intense than the straightforward, vanilla experience. And, once Solstice had screened them vigorously to insure that no, they weren't wanting something akin to that godawful 50 shades of whatever book, Corrigan was occasionally inclined to step up, to shift into the Dom persona he'd lived almost full-time in when he was much younger, when kink in general -- much less between men -- was a rarity, hidden in secret clubs and private parties. Back in those days, he'd even had a series of fulltime submissives -- one of whom he was still Facebook friends with, actually -- though none had lasted more than a couple months.
You're so intense, Corry, had always been their ultimate, apologetic explanation for wanting to end the relationship. Not in a bad way, just...it's not what I'm looking for permanently. And of course, he'd always understood, knowing that his personality -- bossy, domineering, able to fill a room with his presence, but intensely focused, doting and attentive on whoever he was with -- could be a lot. Too much, maybe, for any one person. Maybe it was better to keep things sex-only.
And so: there he was, lingering outside a nightclub, pulsing with energy and neon and music, hands in his pockets, debating whether to go inside. None of his doubts showed on his face, though, long accustomed to hiding his emotions under a brooding, impassive mask. It was a gay club, which was technically not exactly what he was -- "pansexual, but male-leaning", Solstice had helpfully deemed him, which had gotten a baffled look as Corrigan thought immediately of cookware -- but it definitely fit what he was looking for. His last four customers, over the past six or so months, had all been women. That damn 50 Shades book was an insidious piece of shit.
Corrigan huffs out a thoughtful, grumbling sound, stepping around to the corner by the club and pulling out his cigarettes. He'd smoke a little, debate if he actually wanted to go inside and go through the song and dance (literally) of finding someone to go home with. Maybe he'd just give it up, pour himself inside a taxi and go home. Catch up on 90-Day Fiance or something.
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Date: 2020-12-03 09:57 pm (UTC)But the surprise is soon smoothed over, that sharp intake of breath melting into a soft, shuddery exhale as the man's thumb caresses his lower lip, soft and pink and unconsciously yielding to touch. He doesn't know why, doesn't get it yet, but that vaguely possessive touch, that almost-predatory edge to his voice, rumbling low and deep in that broad chest, makes Kurt shiver with something. He doesn't know what it is, won't really understand for weeks and months after this, he just knows that he wants more of whatever this is. This feeling of being so small, being at this man's mercy as he threatens to make him change his mind.
Kurt can handle himself. He can handle this man. He's handled worse. Right? So why does he feel hot all over from such a simple touch already? Why is his stomach doing nauseous flips at the promise of taking on more than he can handle..?
"Ah... My name's Kurt." No last name. What do one-night stands need with those? There's a moment of hesitation before he continues. "What's yours?"
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Date: 2020-12-04 12:39 am (UTC)"Corrigan Molloy." The name sounds fake, like two last names, or something out of an old-timey romance novel. Too many syllables, melodious in a far-too-deliberate way. But it's true on paper and it's been true in practice for years, though Corrigan will admit it's a little unwieldy to moan or scream. That's why he prefers other names -- sir, daddy, et cetera.
Time enough for that later. He moves his hand from Kurt's neck to his lower back, steering him neatly out of the alley with a practiced familiarity that would suggest they've known each other for years, rather than minutes. "I'm assuming you didn't drive," he says, evenly, pulling out his phone and dialing a towncar.
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Date: 2020-12-04 12:51 am (UTC)He feels breakable. That should frighten him.
Instead, he lets that big hand guide him out of the alleyway, slotting in at Corrigan's muscled side, only shivering slightly. He tries not to let it show, his posture strong, his jaw held high, long pale fingers coming up to tuck a stray lock of hair away, like he's completely nonplussed by the way the man makes him feel. "You assume correctly," he says, the soft tremble in his high voice blamed on the cold, even though he feels hot to the touch all over. "Do you live far away?"
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Date: 2020-12-04 01:09 am (UTC)His hand stays firmly at Kurt's lower back, fingers spread, nearly reaching hip to hip. "It's uptown a ways," he says, finally. "Not too long of a drive, especially if you aren't taking a taxi." True to his word, the car that pulls up within moments is a sleek black towncar, the kind used by celebrities and high-ranking executives. Corrigan holds the door open, gentleman-like. More caretaking.
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Date: 2020-12-04 01:19 am (UTC)Honestly, he's more perturbed by how he avoids answering his question for a while - but that too can be excused. Kurt is a private man too. Even if he wasn't currently bunking with his friend from high school, he wouldn't want to bring strangers home to his space either.
But the answer comes just as a sleek, expensive car pulls up in front of them, Corrigan holding the door open for him. It takes him a moment to compute, to take in every elegant curved line of the vehicle, the near-spotless reflective black of the body, the expensive leather interior and dimmed lighting, the driver hidden behind a tinted partition. Catching himself, his mouth slightly agape, Kurt for some reason defaults to doing a tiny little curtsey in thanks before slipping into the backseat of the car, cheeks flushed, his heart in his throat as he starts trying to digest what's happening. What he's getting himself into. "You, uh-- You always get around the city in private towncars?"
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Date: 2020-12-04 02:09 am (UTC)It's...cute? Cute. Corrigan hasn't thought another person was cute in ages, and he basks in the feeling a little, that unaffected awe that isn't just put on for appearances sake. He slides into the car, closing the door and making sure the partition is all the way up before spreading out. He's a man who takes up space, knees apart, arm stretched along the back of the seat, offering a very convenient place for Kurt to nestle into. "I do, yes," is his simple answer, before reaching out to retrieve a couple glasses and some nicely chilled champagne from the discreetly hidden minifridge. "Care for some?"
You know, like he didn't find Kurt outside of a bar. For all he knows, the young man could be staunchly anti-alcohol. Never hurts to ask.
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Date: 2020-12-04 02:23 am (UTC)Corrigan's sprawled limbs and cavalier attitude indicates that he does, so does his casual answer to his question. And the champagne he pulls out from seemingly nowhere. Kurt has never been a car that has crystal flutes and bottles of chilled champagne handy. The ridiculousness of it all helps him relax a little, huffing out a shy laugh, nodding softly up at the older man.
"I'd love some, thank you," he softly accepts, shifting closer to Corrigan's body, so open and welcoming. There's still some hesitation - knowing the man is wealthy in addition to stunningly attractive, he's a little unsure of how to address him. Is Mr. Molloy too formal? Is Corrigan too friendly? Is sir too deferential? Kurt doesn't want to overstep or make a fool of himself. But he'll gladly accept some crisp champagne, hoping it will take some of that nervous edge off.
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Date: 2020-12-04 02:50 am (UTC)Once the bottle is stowed away, Corrigan's free hand goes back to rest at the back of Kurt's neck, thumbing over the ridge of his spine, fingers slightly chilled from holding the champagne. "I think you should tell me what it is you're hoping for, tonight." It's blunt, but gently so, so matter-of-fact that it might take a moment to realize that it's not a request, but a command. If all Kurt is hoping for is something simple and straightforward and vanilla -- well, Corrigan could do far worse.
But...he's seen the widening of those eyes and the furtive, surreptitious looks sideways and the way Kurt shivers whenever Corrigan moves closer, fills his space, subtly bosses him around. And Corrigan has a hunch that Kurt might want something a little more...interesting than a few hours in missionary position. His hunches are rarely wrong, too.
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Date: 2020-12-04 03:10 am (UTC)"You do, do you?" is the initial mumbled reply, bristly but quiet, like he's not sure why his reaction to being commanded to speak like that isn't more... volatile. It should make him indignant and upset, not make his stomach swoop like that, not make him flush pink and hot like he's been doused in boiling water. No one gets to tell Kurt what to do.
... Except this man, apparently. Because he's not getting upset, not making a move to break out of Corrigan's hand holding him in place. He quickly glances sideways at the man, taking a slow sip of crisp, cold, perfectly dry champagne, letting it ground him before he tries giving an actual answer.
"I didn't... exactly have much of a plan, if I'm being honest," he says, licking a drop of champagne off his lips. "Usually when I go home with someone, we just take things as they come, figure things out on the spot as we do them." A pause, then, "Gets kind of boring, if I'm honest. Guess I just don't really know what to ask for...
What are you hoping for tonight, Corrigan?"
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Date: 2020-12-04 11:54 am (UTC)The response makes him chuckle, a low rumble of sound. "I don't tend to enjoy doing things on the fly, if that's what you're asking." Another slow, measured sip. "I had plans in mind for you the moment I saw you."
He shifts a little, so he can look down at Kurt, dark eyes raking over him once again, slower than before, taking his time. "The real question is, do you plan on trusting that I know what's best and I'm going to give you a night to remember? And let me take care of the rest?"
It's a risky proposition -- let me, a complete stranger, do exactly what I want to you, no questions asked. Then again, it's a risky decision to get in a car with a total stranger, bound for an unknown destination, but here Kurt is. Maybe risky is what he's looking for.
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Date: 2020-12-05 01:20 am (UTC)But despite himself, Kurt finds himself infuriatingly, excruciatingly curious. Now he has to know what the stranger means.
Corrigan shifts to look at him, and Kurt meets his eyes head-on, chin still held high - although there's a waver in his gaze now that wasn't there before. A softening, his ice front eased by Corrigan's big hand and coaxing touch rewarding his compliance and those dark, hungry eyes raking over every inch of his body like he wants to devour him right there. "I-I do," he finds himself saying without really thinking, melting under those eyes, his pulse fluttering in his throat, in his ears, louder than the thrum of the engine and the sound of his own voice when he agrees to the terms.
"I will, I--" Kurt swallows, feeling hot and tingly all over. It seems risky is absolutely what he's looking for. "I trust you will." Should I be?
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Date: 2020-12-05 05:15 am (UTC)That said, he finishes his champagne in a couple slow, measured swallows, then sets the glass aside, safely out of the way. Then he slides along the seat, taking Kurt's glass without a word -- time enough for champagne later. Right now he's rather more preoccupied with reaching out, curling his fingers around the loose ends of the silky scarf, drawing them free of where they'd been neatly tucked away and tugging once, hard enough to pull Kurt close to him.
"Good boy." It's soft, just shy of purring, and it should be insulting. But Corrigan says it like it's the height of praise, like it's the most lavish of compliments, and he follows up by twining the scarf around his hand and pulling Kurt into his lap, right there in the back of the towncar, leaning in close enough that his next words are tangible against the younger man's mouth. "Do you know what a safeword is?"
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Date: 2020-12-05 05:28 am (UTC)And the praise. The praise hits him in a part of his gut he absolutely wasn't expecting it to.
Kurt slips easily into Corrigan's lap, lead without hesitation by the scarf wound around the man's strong fist, Kurt's own hands hesitating before settling on his shoulders. He doesn't have the vocabulary for what's happening to him right now, doesn't know what a safeword is - although he can guess based just on the name, he shakes his head just to be safe - but he's starting to feel like he doesn't quite have the autonomy to help himself to Corrigan's body anymore.
Doesn't have permission yet. Kurt trembles, eyes wide with anticipation as he waits for Corrigan to explain, to fill in the gaps for him.
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Date: 2020-12-05 06:04 am (UTC)It's both amusing and concerning -- what if someone else had gotten to him first, what if it hadn't been Corrigan who picked him up off the street and took him home? The thought wouldn't normally cause any distress, since this is supposed to be a one-night stand. Until a few minutes ago, Corrigan had been prepared for it to be straightforward, simple, an hour or so to pass the time. But that was before the tiniest bit of praise had Kurt shivering in his lap, wide-eyed and eager. That was before Corrigan had the urge to put his mark all over the young man, make it so clear that nobody else would dare touch him, ever.
He pushes the thought away, shuts it down, focuses instead on the way Kurt shifts in his lap, on the trembling, breathless look on his pretty face, on his eyes, wide and eager and curious. Corrigan pulls him a little closer, tightens his grip on the scarf, wanting to hear his breath catch, see his face flush deeper. "It's a word you use when you're being pushed too far, when you need a break, or to slow down or stop what's happening. It's -- important to make sure you know it and I know it, before we go any further."
This is, of course, very simplistic as explanations go, barely scratching the surface of the intricate power dynamics that Corrigan enjoys. But he wants this last point to be heard and understood, looking up into Kurt's eyes with solemnity. "It means that no matter what is happening, no matter how much I seem to be enjoying myself, if you need to stop, if you don't want it anymore, our agreement is that you say that word and I stop. No matter what." He arches both eyebrows. "Understand?"
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Date: 2020-12-05 06:32 am (UTC)What doesn't make sense is just how easily Kurt slips into a state of deference, finding himself wanting to do as the man says. Usually it's Kurt who takes charge in the bedroom, bottoming only occasionally, and even then he's bossy about it, not one to be cowed by anyone. Not anymore. So why does this feel so good? So natural?
There's something about this man. How steely and strong he is, how he carries himself with an air of complete control, how he has such a chokehold on Kurt - as literal as metaphorical - and how safe that makes him feel, even in such a vulnerable position. He can feel his spine tingling as the scarf tightens around his neck, breath catching in his throat. He wants to feel more. "Yes," he gasps, nodding eagerly, fingers tightening in Corrigan's suit jacket. "Yes, I understand. I--"
What's a good safe word? Kurt doesn't know the protocol. Probably something he wouldn't otherwise say during sex, right? Nothing too long, too confusing, too hard to say... "Um... Would-- Would 'scarlet' work? Is that okay?"
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Date: 2020-12-05 07:09 am (UTC)Corrigan huffs out a little laugh, letting the scarf loose in favor of reaching up, cradling Kurt's chin in his hand, thumbing over his lower lip. "That works fine. "Red" is the traditional one, but I suppose you like the finer things in life, hm?" He leans in, acting like he's going to finally do more than vague, ghosting touches, like he's going to kiss Kurt breathless like he's been teasing this whole time -- but that is, of course, right when the town car pulls to a stop.
Figures. Corrigan looks mildly perturbed, but doesn't say anything, just strokes over the shape of Kurt's lower lip once more and then eases him off his lap. "Here we are," he offers, unnecessarily, opening the door and sliding out.
From the outside, the building id unassuming, even shabby, just a six-story grayish building among many other grayish buildings, without so much as a sign or a doorman to distinguish itself. The windows are tinted, and there's a keypad by the door, making it seem like perhaps a middle-class apartment building. Hardly in keeping with the tone set by the town car and champagne.
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Date: 2020-12-05 07:51 am (UTC)He lets out a shuddering breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding when the car comes to a stop, and Corrigan eases him off his lap, denying him the surely intense kiss he so badly wanted. Yet more anticipation to rub his nerves raw.
The building isn't what he'd expected - although what he'd been expecting, he's not totally sure. Maybe something like the Ritz, luxurious exterior, gilded accents, carved decor, something distinguished and quintessentially wealthy New York. It certainly looks better than Kurt's Bushwick apartment building. But only slightly.
"This is where you live?" he asks softly, tone carefully neutral as he tucks his scarf back into his dress shirt, wanting to cover up as much as possible when potentially in view of anyone else but Corrigan.
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Date: 2020-12-06 02:04 am (UTC)There's a note of obvious pride in Corrigan's voice, which makes much more sense once he's punched a code into the keypad and the door has unlocked. There's a rush of warmth and the soft sound of music that immediately issues forth from the open door, as Corrigan escorts Kurt inside. The foyer is understated, but beautifully tasteful and spotless, a gleaming reception desk to one side, a waiting area with fireplace and seating, and a glimpse of what looks like a bar to the other side. There are a few people milling about, mostly couples, sitting close together in a loveseat or walking arm-in-arm to the two shining elevators just past the desk. Corrigan spares a quick glance around and silently exhales in relief when there's no sign of neon pink dreadlocks. He'd texted Solstice and asked her to run some mundane errand during the ride over, simply because if anyone could spook Kurt into turning and running, it was her. Better to save that introduction for the morning after.
There's a noticeable shift in the atmosphere when Corrigan steps inside -- everyone there seems to sit up and take notice, glancing over with either furtive smiles or subtle nods. A few of the more lavishly dressed individuals, all of them draped over their business-suit-clad companions, wave or blow kisses, even. Corrigan nods politely in return, then glances over at Kurt to take in his reaction. "I could mention something about books and covers now, but that would be somewhat redundant, hm?"
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Date: 2020-12-06 10:26 pm (UTC)Kurt's eyes are wide with wonder when they step into the warmth of the lobby, trying to take everything in without looking so much like the most lost virgin on planet Earth. It only takes one look at a breathtakingly attractive twenty-something draped over the arm of what looks like a local politician for Kurt to connect the dots that he currently finds himself in a brothel. It may look like the clean, tasteful lobby of a hotel, complete with the warm comfort of a seating area and a bar perfect for mingling off to the side, but every way to Sunday, this is a brothel.
"Y-Yeah, wow, no kiddin', huh?" Kurt doesn't sound upset, really, more stunned and surprised than anything else. Anything that could make Kurt sound that midwestern can't be all that bad, right? His jaw has gone a little slack as he looks around, returning the playfully flirty wave of a young woman with bright red curls sprawled out on the chaise longue by the fireplace, grinning at the sight of the two men who just came in the door. She looks like she would eat Kurt for breakfast if given the chance.
Leaning in a little closer to Corrigan, the absurdity of his situation completely wiping away the desperate submission of moments before, Kurt asks through the side of his mouth: "I don't mean to be a stick in the mud, but i-is this legal?"
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Date: 2020-12-07 01:32 am (UTC)Fortunately Ginger is distracting Kurt enough that Corrigan's slip goes unnoticed, and he recovers in time to give her a scowl over the top of the younger man's head. True to form, she just grins, toothy and bemused and returns her attention to her phone. Probably texting Solly, the traitor. Nobody respects him in this house.
Clearing his throat, Corrigan tucks his arm a little firmer around Kurt's waist, bypassing a few more patrons -- an older man with a truly stupendous mustache gazing at his younger, magazine-pretty male companion, a woman in a long evening gown escorted by a beauty with short-cropped silvery hair -- on his way to the elevators. "You mean, am I leading you into a situation that's going to end with the police raiding us at 3am? I certainly hope not, I just got those chairs reupholstered, and a police raid would definitely ruin the ambiance."
Smirking, he pushes the up button, fishing his room card out of his back pocket. "But yes, on paper this is simply a very expensive hotel with...extremely friendly staff." Corrigan huffs out a weary sigh, tapping his foot with mild impatience. "Ironically, if everything that went on here was filmed and edited to ambient jazz, then put online, it'd all be legal, but because it's private, it becomes illicit." A pause, then he glances down at Kurt, eyebrows arched. "Does it make you uncomfortable?"
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Date: 2020-12-07 02:12 am (UTC)Kurt wouldn't dare assert that Corrigan sleeps with his employees. That's inappropriate of him, he's not educated enough on sex work to comprehend the ethics of that. But there's a possibility that he could have any single one of these stunningly gorgeous people in his bed at any given time. And still, he wanted to bring Kurt home with him.
"Oh, n-no. No, I..." Kurt trails off, scanning his eyes over the room again as they wait for the elevator, nervous fingers playing with the hem of his scarf. "I mean, everyone looks really healthy and happy to be here." Some maybe a little too happy - that redhead keeps shooting piercing glances at the two of them before going back to texting someone really intensely, nails clacking against the phone screen, making Kurt feel like there's a joke here he's not in on. But while it does make him blush a little, he doesn't take offense.
When he looks back up at the man, he offers a little shrug. Kurt is definitely cool and not a lame narc. "I have no problem with friendly staff."
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Date: 2020-12-07 02:25 am (UTC)He allows himself an affectionate nuzzle against Kurt's temple, intimate but not too demonstrative, not with an audience. Corrigan is many things, but he's not super into voyeurism. He doesn't want to share Kurt with anyone. A touch of this possessive line of thought creeps into his voice as he murmurs: "Good, because I'd find it very difficult to let you go now."
The elevator doors slide open, finally, letting out a few more of the hotel's employees, on their way to meet customers in the bar -- or to catch a glimpse of the boss's new toy. Corrigan ignores them, guiding Kurt into the elevator and hooking his fingers into the younger man's belt loops to drag him close, chest-to-chest. "We can discuss business practices later. I believe we were having a much more interesting conversation, in the car?" His gaze flickers down, lingering on Kurt's mouth. "Did you have...any other questions?"
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Date: 2020-12-07 02:40 am (UTC)He'll have to pick some other time to unpack just how badly he needed to hear that, and how distressing a realization that is. For now he's pulled into an elevator and against Corrigan's chest with a gasp, his hands catching himself on the man's tight muscled stomach, fingers unconsciously spreading out and feeling his body now that it's right in front of him. This is a much more pressing matter.
"Um..." Kurt tries to think past the fog of wanting in his brain, but he's just not well versed enough in the field to really know what to ask for. Most of his concerns are answered by the established safe word - will you hurt me, will I have to do something I don't want to - so he can only really think of the one thought he had back in the car, before the start of their much more interesting conversation:
"What do I call you?" he asks, eyes wide when he looks up at him, the elevator doors slowly sliding shut behind them. His fingertips curl into Corrigan's shirt. "I'm assuming I'm not on a first name basis."
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Date: 2020-12-07 03:51 am (UTC)Truthfully, he wouldn't have minded too much if Kurt had called him by name, though it definitely helps with setting the scene for that to be off-limits. So Corrigan nods, reaches to press the button for the penthouse.
"You assume correctly. But I'll let you pick. Usually it's some variation on Sir, Master, Daddy, the like." A dismissive hand; it's about the tone and context, rather than the word itself. Though he's fairly sure hearing any of those words in that soft, high, breathy voice would be pleasant.
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Date: 2020-12-07 04:08 am (UTC)The elevator starts moving, and Kurt mulls over his choice while his fingers caress Corrigan's stomach, his chest, not daring to touch anywhere else for now. Master sounds a little final and intense for a one night stand. Daddy is hot, he supposes, but kinda just makes him sad for some reason.
"I like sir." Respectful, deferential, appropriate for a working professional as well as a Dom. Kurt licks his lips, looking for signs of approval on Corrigan's face. "If that's alright with you."
Almost as soon as the word solidifies in his mind, Kurt is surprised by how much smaller it makes him feel immediately. Calling someone sir, like he's beneath them. It makes his breath come out hotter, pulse picking up, body leaning in closer to Corrigan's. "I really want to kiss you, sir. Really badly."
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